I'm Doing This to Please My Girlfriend, Gayle

relationship quiz for a foot rub

Thu, 10 Sep 2009 04:52:25 GMT

How long have you been together?
Two years. And a couple of weeks.

How long did you know each other before you started dating?
We sent each other emails for two weeks before our first date. We saw each other three times during the first week of our first date.

Who asked out whom?
She wouldn't come right out and ask, so I had to tentatively propose meeting.

How old are each of you?
She's 33 and I'm ten years older. And a few weeks.

Did you go to the same school?
No. We grew up in different parts of the state, and went to college different places in the same part of the state (me attending ten years earlier.) But I did get my second teaching credential at the place she went to college.

Who is the smartest?
I think she is. (Hey, she had better test scores than I did.) But she insists I am. I think I have a broader (but not necessarily more in depth) knowledge than she does, but then I'm interested in more areas, and have had ten more years of reading on me. She knows more about plants and post-deconstructionist theorists. And has a better memory, except for locating things around the house and what day of the week it is.

Who is the most sensitive?
I probably am. BUt that's probably because I've not been so insulated, or safe as she has been. I'm sometimes jealous of her ability to be insensitive in some areas.

Where do you eat out most as a couple?
A rather tacky little small town multi-Asian food place, run by Hmong people. I usually eat Thai or Vietnamese food; she usually eats psudo-Chinese orange chicken. The egg rolls are very Hmong, though.

Where is the furthest you two have traveled together as a couple?
Cayucos (about a six-hour drive south).

Who has the craziest exes?
I think hers have been more inherently crazy (except for one of mine, from my senior year in college) but mine have shown more long-term damage.

Who does the cooking?
Me. She helps with chopping garlic, and sometimes potatoes. And she'll make (frozen) pizza, when I'm tired or have to be home late. I love cooking for her and trying to find dishes she'll like, and even love, but she has little food memory, and tend to think in terms only of edible or not.

Who is more social?
Me, but only because a little sociable is more than not at all.

Who is the neat-freak?
Neither of us, really, but the mess bothers me more.

Who is the most stubborn?
She is. I tend to think of myself as somewhat stubborn, especially as a knee-jerk reaction to someone saying, "you must" or even "you should" but I'm a rank amateur compared to her.

Who hogs the bed?
She does. And so do the dogs.

Who wakes up earlier?
I do on weekdays, but she does on weekends and holidays.

Where was your first date?
The California State Fair.

Who has the bigger family?
I tend to think of myself as having the bigger family, as I have more siblings, and am personally ( and in age) closer to my uncles and aunts than she is, but we see her family a lot more.

How do you spend the holidays?
We usually have dinner with her parents.

How long did it take to get serious?
We were attracted from the start, but I think it took me more than a few hours to decide it was serious. But that could be because I was more wary of seriousness at the time.

Who does/did the laundry?
Lately, she does. In the past, I did more. I've been so glad that she's been dealing with it lately that I'm not bitching (too much) about things being folded differently than I might prefer, on on occasion my shirts being hung up inside out or with a sleeve stuck in. And sometimes my chinos being folded not on the crease, while my jeans are (but not a perfect crease) and the reverse. Hey, it's nice not to have to deal with laundry.

Who's better with the computer?
She is. She likes it better. I'm old and a Pakled. I just want it to go.

Who drives when you are together?
I do, most of the time. Always when we're in my truck because she doesn't drive stick (and hasn't much wanted to learn.) But she does more than with anyone else I've been with. I do better when I read a book when she's driving because she doesn't much want to talk, and I don't want to complain when I'm not having to drive. And I don't always want to be the driver.

So.... some of my answers don't quite match hers precisely. But we don't want to be the same person, and it's good that we don't have to perceive everything in the same way. I think we agree on the important stuff. And she's awfully wonderful.

have to

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 04:27:59 GMT

[Gayle] says I have to write an LJ entry if I am to have my feet rubbed. They're sore, and I know it would make me pleasantly sleepy and go to bed more easily, so I'm falling to her blackmail. I don't know what it is she wants me to write. My life is basically fine. I worry about my sister's return from England, and her job and career prospects once she's back. I've started my school year. I'm three weeks into it, and it seems better than last year so far. A non-out-to-get-me administration seems to help. I have to spend every Tuesday this month attending math training, but that's really no big deal. It detracts from the continuity of my classes, but isn't all that big a deal, at least not this early in the year.

We're going to Lassen next weekend through a Yuba College field trip.. This will be the fourth one of these, same professor, and is a romantic, if geeky way to spend a weekend. I love that [Gayle] likes doing this sort of thing with me. I worry about the dogs, although the head lunch-lady at my school said she'd be willing to come by and feed them and check on them. I'm looking forward to the camping, and even the hiking, 'though I know I'm in terrible shape and the Cinder Dome hike is likely to do me in. I'm also looking forward to the geology learning. I'm not nearly as knowledgeable as I'd like to be and feel I should be in that area.

We went to the county park this weekend. I know [Gayle] covered it fully in her entry, and had pictures, too. I mostly liked having the chance to go for a romp, let the dogs run around in the river off-leash, and have the chance to pick up interesting rocks to bring home. It was wonderfully quiet and peaceful for most of our visit.

I've been reading a lot this weekend, as I do most every weekend. This weekend I finished up a book about American women during WWII, a history of the New York trials of a (not-entirely-proven) slave conspiracy to burn the town in 1741, a book about the purported dearth of empathy in Western, mostly American society with the plethora of pictures and memoirs about the Holocaust, and a book of essays on baseball by Stephen Jay Gould. Oh, yeah, and I finished a book I started Thursday about how drugs are tested and approved for a Western market on mostly third-world people. Fascinating book--one I think everyone should read. It's entitled: The Body-Hunters: Testing New Drugs on the World's Poorest Patients, by Sonia Shah. Adds an additional dimension to the ongoing health-care debates.

Haven't much to say. Hope for a foot-rub.

My New Year's Weekend

Wed, 02 Jan 2008 08:19:19 GMT

Saturday I got up late, and teenagers were around most all day. Amanda and her group, and Roger and his group, of whom, Roger's brother is the crossover. We were taking Amanda home in after dinner when Boston grabbed the left-over chicken, pan and all, from the stove, and knocked it to the floor. The chicken disappeared like the "Botulism-in-a-Can" brand chicken legs from that Twilight Zone episode with Elizabeth Montgomery and Charles Bronson. The "botulism-in-a-can" to which Gayle referred in her post.

Sunday there were teenagers, too. We mostly had Amanda around, but she's noisy and full of attitude that would seem big shared between two people. And we took her home after dinner again. I figured the kids would hang somewhere else after the weekend was over. Maybe they're staying away from their parents on weekends for a reason. I just know they're not getting in to trouble when they're over here, so long as their parents agree. I always have one track available for listening in to and tuning in to when needed their conversations, and I monitor their MySpace use, too.

Yesterday was fairly quiet, and I had a lovely New Year's Eve watching old Twilight Zone episodes with Gayle and making sarcastic, and funny, I hope, comments. I enjoyed myself, anyway. And this morning I woke to a new year, and to a lovely seduction before my shower. I've been watching the Monk marathon most of the day. And I was pleased that I got to sit on my duff (and put my sprained ankle up) and have dinner cooked for me once again by my lovely girlfriend. I think she overestimated the amount meant by "some" when she put some bacon grease in a pan before cooking the eggs, and the eggs came out kind of disgusting. But in retrospect, "some" isn't the most specific instruction to give the novice cook.

I've been having a lovely vacation, save spraining my ankle something awful. But now it's time to get a little serious, and accomplish the work tasks I have to do before the start of the new quarter, and go to the dentist. Ick. I have a dentist appointment tomorrow at 9, for several hours, and then again one on Monday, for several hours. Right after the Monday one we're leaving to go meet my sister and my Uncle Dave's John (ex-now) in Cayucos, on the Central Coast. With the dogs. Gayle is incredibly accommodating, and sweet to put up with me.

Sun, 09 Dec 2007 21:09:01 GMT

It's incredibly difficult to allow myself to be cared for when I'm vulnerable and ill. If I begin feeling a little better, I feel like a charlatan, or even a dominating partner in accepting care, in allowing things to be brought to me, done for me. I'm not doing my share! And I keep being told that this is acceptable because I'm sick, but it feels like I'm getting away with something, and I'm not suffering enough. This has not been my experience with being sick before. And I was sick for three and a half years running not so long ago, so that's saying something. And because of that long illness, I know that I'm scared that this current one is somehow a recurrence of the long one, that it's come back, that I'll not be better and back to work tomorrow, that the fevers won't stop, the ridiculous, overpowering fatigue will continue and that my mouth will hurt forever. And that the nausea won't ever go away. And I know that's unlikely, but I feel so much now like I did then. And it's weird that I'm not being made in any kind of subtle way to feel guilty about it, or made to feel like I should be repaying Gayle for all she does for me, all the ways she's been taking care of me, even the leaving me alone part. Just having her around makes me feel so much safer in all this, it's incredible. I can look at her, or lean on her, and slow down all my awful "what if?" thoughts. She's so solid, so credible, logical, I don't even have to say things out loud; I know what she'd say. And she's been so lovely, and tender, and caring, and fun to be around. She's not mad at me at all for being sick! It amazes me! She's just wonderful.

quantum shifts

Mon, 19 Nov 2007 16:13:03 GMT

I had a lovely weekend. I had a terrible weekend. I stepped in between, and through, and back and forth into several universal choices. I feel as if I should have more control over the singular slices of possibility in which I exist, but I don't seem to have mastered that. I'm not so good with controlling everything I think I should be able to control.

Gayle gave me some lovely third lunar revolution gifts, including a poem that made me blush. I spent the weekend in a rather terrible, agitated mood, set off by the circumstances I described in my last post. I didn't seem to be able to shake it off. It was relieved somewhat by the kids who dropped by; it's difficult to be sulky with teenagers around. I had two, then three, then for a moment, four, then back to three, and after we thought we were done with them, two (only one of the original two, and the third) came back for more. I like that I can provide a safe place for these oft-troubled kids to be, and their parents seem to be glad they're with me rather than roaming the streets. At least with me they're not smoking, or drinking, or drugging, or fighting, or doing who knows what, and I keep them from going off into excesses. And I listen with one ear to everything they say, so I stay informed about what's going on in the local teen community. Helps me with my work, and lets me know when to worry, or to step in. I feel badly about how irritating their exuberance, and their awful music (there's some I like, but not what they were playing yesterday) is to Gayle. But over long practice, I've learned to tune out the music, listen to the kids, and simply have a warm, maternal feeling that they're here and safe and happy.

I have to be at work now, writing math tests (inservice day, no kids). Promises to be thrilling. Should be fun in some ways; I like the other math teachers. We have a good time together. And it will be a shorter work day than a school day. But I certainly am procrastinating walking out the door.

Gayle is the most amazing woman. She stayed the night last night, breaking her regular routine of leaving on the Sunday night, because today is the day of our third lunar revolution, and she gave me the additional gift of allowing me to see her and kiss her on the actual day, braving the busy traffic to head back to her place before work. She is also amazingly sweet, and romantic, and level-headed, and everything I could want in a woman. I am so fortunate that she agreed to meet me in a bookstore and go to the state fair with me three months ago.

care and feeding of gayle

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 05:44:56 GMT

Gayle very much wants me to quit being so damned Old, and try this ridiculous blogging thing. And she thinks I'll learn all kinds of stuff about her if I do this sort of thing. Of course, since no one has me added as someone to look at, or look for, or whatever it is that you people do, this won't actually be read, I'm guessing.

I realize that I've had only three months to practice, but I think I'm doing all right with the care and feeding of my very own Gayle thus far. She's eating real food, not just pasta-roni, and she seems pretty darned happy. I know that I'm happier than I've ever been, and glad (and amazed) that she was available when I finally determined that I was deserving of someone as good as she is. Sure she's a big geek with questionable social skills, but then I'm a big geek with questionable self-care skills. We complement each other's strengths and prop up each other's lesser abilities. I'm madly in love, and happy. And I'm not having to overlook anything about her in order to stay happy with her. Nor she, me. So I think we're good. And I'm glad if all her LJ friends are happy for her; she deserves no less.

If anyone does manage to read this, and wants to tell me anything specific about Gayle, feel free. But I don't really get how this whole thing works, so I may not be reaching anyone with this at all.

Sat, 13 Oct 2007 03:00:42 GMT

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Jonathan Strange & Mr Norrell (149)
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Catch-22 (117)
One Hundred Years of Solitude (115)
Wuthering Heights (110)
The Silmarillion (104)
Life of Pi: a Novel (94)
The Name of the Rose (91)
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Madame Bovary (83)
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A Tale of Two Cities (80)
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Guns, Germs, and Steel: The Fates of Human Societies (79)
War and Peace (78)
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Emma (73)
The Blind Assassin (73)
The Kite Runner (71)
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Great Expectations (70)
American Gods (68)
A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius (67)
~~Atlas Shrugged (67)~~
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Memoirs of a Geisha (66)
Middlesex (66)
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A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man (63)
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The Fountainhead (61)
Foucault's Pendulum (61)
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The Inferno (56)
The Satanic Verses (55)
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The Picture of Dorian Gray (55)
Mansfield Park (55)
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Tess of the D'Urbervilles (54)
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The Corrections (53)
The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier and Clay (52)
The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time (52)
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The Prince (51)
The Sound and the Fury (51)
Angela's Ashes: A Memoir (51)
The God of Small Things (51)
A People's History of the United States: 1492 - Present (51)
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Neverwhere (50)
A Confederacy of Dunces (50)
A Short History of Nearly Everything (50)
Dubliners (50)
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Beloved (49)
Slaughterhouse-Five (49)
The Scarlet Letter (48)
Eats, Shoots & Leaves: The Zero Tolerance Approach to Punctuation (48)
The Mists of Avalon (47)
Oryx and Crake: A Novel (47)
Collapse: How Societies Choose to Fail or Succeed (47)
Cloud Atlas (47)
The Confusion (46)
Lolita (46)
Persuasion (46)
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The Hunchback of Notre Dame (45)
Freakonomics: A Rogue Economist Explores the Hidden Side of Everything (45)
Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance: An Inquiry into Values (45)
The Aeneid (45)
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Gravity's Rainbow (44)
The Hobbit (44)
In Cold Blood: A True Account of a Multiple Murder and Its Consequences (44)
White Teeth (44)
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